Friday, April 13, 2007
sometimes it really feels i am living a lie.
matters really are more complicated than what they look like.
but i guess i chose the easy way out.
sometime soon, i will have to break out of the bubble
let out the CO
and take in fresh new air.
i cant face up to myself.
and i get angry at myself for doing it.
stupid matters creep up on my back.
and i chose to ignore them till the very last moment
when things go awry.
i brought it upon myself.
good-for-nothing.
i dun understand how one can condone stuff that one can never
only to curse and swear so much later.
if life has to go on
being as fake as it is,
then i rather be dead.
i really rather be dead
and nothing will change that decision.
no one.
pouts lippie*
4/13/2007 10:34:00 PM
